Once again, i stand before you.

Once again, I stand before you.

There is a deep river in my soul,

Which wants to have fishes and boats.

My body has become a barren land,

Which is thirsty to get water and plants.

Once again, I stand before you.

Asking answers to my questions

My world is a puzzle and I cannot find an open door.

Asking for the light in my darkest night,

Searching for a star in this empty sky.

I ask, where is my home?

Did you just leave me alone?

In this beautiful world full of happiness

I am lost and trying to find my soul!

What can a person do when everything is falling apart?

Is it a right choice for him to let go of his heart?

Or the choice should be whether to take a new start?

Once again, I stand before you.

Am I living with an empty heart?

Or is it just the soul who wants to leave my parts.

Should I confess that I want to be happy?

What would you think if I told you,

Emotions are just words to me now,

Feelings are just fading now.

I ask, why should I be the one to face this?

I ask, am I not trying enough to escape this?

You gave me an answer to struggle hard.

And this struggle is a lifetime task.

I am ready to face the world If you remain by my side

I am ready to accept the truth,

If you come and show me the other side

I am ready, if you take me and guide.

Once again, I stand before you.

Asking answers to my questions,

Searching a road for my life

Finding hope to fly high.

Because, It is you!

Is love a war which i want to win.

Or is it a life which i want to live?

It maybe a dream which i want to be true.

Or is it in my body which i want you to have too.?

Is it just a feeling which i am afraid to go through?

Or just a mere attachment which i have with you.

Is love in my brain or is it in my heart.

Deep inside the soul or just in my parts?

What is love? A person, feeling or a moment?

Should it be the one who gave me life,

Or is it with the one who kept me alive?

No, it is with the one who grew up with me.

Or is it just me who is trying to feel?

Emotions and sentiments which led it through.

Deep in my heart, somewhere i knew!

A feeling or an emotion which has to be true,

For a person I am attached to.

It is a mere word unless i feel it too.

So lets begin anew!

Because I believe,

Love is within you.

Lose your love, but not hope.

And I lost one more time in love,

Why do I even try?

I knew this time it wasn't meant to be,

But still I cried for him to stay where I wanted him to be.

It was all perfect from the beginning,

I ask, why does it had to end like this?

I cry for him and his love in front of you,

I say his name every now and then, and the other way through.

Wasn't someone there for me too?

I believe, he was the one to hold me tight,

I believe, he was the one to make me laugh until I die.

I believe and I believed, he was the one...

To make me feel alive.

I had to let him go, cause it wasn't the time to hold.

I had to say goodbye, cause there wasn't any way for us to say hi.

I had to make him sad, which anyway makes me mad.

But truely, I cherish him for being there for me,

Even when my last shine was almost covered with darkness,

He was the one to make me feel and pushed me to breathe.

I feel sad cause I know this is the end for us,

But happiness is, there is a new beginning waiting for him,

To rise and see the other side of the world.